Today is that time, that fill fear in me. Now i am suddenly awake at 1AM and thinking about my life, success and goal and also about my remaining time for establishing my carrier. Happy to know such a news that i qualified for jssc mains and shortlisted for interview in BIHAR RAJYA JAL PARSHAD for post of Jr. Er. but i amn't happy becasue no one near me who is my companion or competetior that failed or pasaed to celebrate this happiness. I gotta one thing clearly that human nature is feeling always happy when his minds compare his success and life with another. So i'll try to live in such a environment where all my competitors alive. So i enjoy my small success.
Happiness is what???? We all of us don"t know really what is happiness but feeling happy on such occasion. Happiness is just a emotional Behaviour of a human being with himself. I am happy with my steps taking towards my life, because i always got something new from my each steps. I always think that i take a wrong step to leave a good job and came in patna. But not like that & its not true. I got something new and special .........
1. Here i starting listening Dr. Vijay agrawal's Daily audio guidance, such a deepest thought on current issue with our country and social issue. My thinking and thought area was too narrow before that. But now i think 360 degree on every topic related to me, country, world, nature....
2. I understand what is friendship ? And know how to stregthen it ? And know my conception about friendship ? And also know real status of my chldhud frnd ?
3. I learn a new thing that don't leave a good job while any one not offer any other good job.
4. But till this date i don't know who am i ? And what am i ? But in this topic, i happy with that i am trying to know that who and what am i ??
5. I know how to live alone in a single room without kitchen. Too peacefull environment, having too much time for your thinking and thought.
So happy to know that i was always happy in past. But i don't know that time.